Friday, July 08, 2005

New job and the snakes...

I was working at a day camp for kids. They all seemed to have behavior problems but we got along well. The office was in a basemnent which you could only access by crawling through a window or opening covered by bars. I had difficulty crawling through the bars. There was a black fish on the ground that I was interested in. I realized the fish was guarding a snake pit full of large red snakes. I was glad the fish was there to protect me from the snakes until the fish started following me around the ground. Finally a coworker tossed sand on the fish, but it continued to move under the sand. We were having trouble finding the work schedule.

Words like camp: Fear and hatred of differences.
Words like kids: Childhood. Innocent. Joy without profit. Warning of family quarrels.
Words like office: Professional duties. Workplace. Working with or on something important for yourself. Prosperity.
Words like basement: The unconscious ready to be seen.
Words like window: Opening. Opportunity. Feelings of being watched.Need for privacy.
Words like or: Restricted vision. Cloud. Screen .Looking to hide certain feelings.
Words like bars: Relaxation. Indulgence. Irresponsibility. Pleasure. Guilty of foolish actions.
Words like black: Black signifies isolation and transition period. It shows up conflicts and friction with relations and friends.
Words like fish: To dream about fish or fishing denotes energy and economy. A fish in clear water express freedom of movement related with your feelings.
Words like snake: A snake ready to strike means treachery from one you least expected; killing it means victory over enemies.
Words like red: This is an indication of great passion and sensitivity in your emotional relationships.
Words like sand: Barrenness. What prevents your growth.
Words like under: Covered. Restraint. Secrecy. You are loosing strength or power.
Words like sand: Barrenness. What prevents your growth.
Words like finding: Discovery. Realization.I nfidelity.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

I went to a house in a desert, with a large hill or mountain next to it. I seemed to be searching for a vocation and decided this scenery was inspiring me to try surveying. I looked up the hill, could hear a highway at the top, but was suddenly paralyzed by fear at the idea of climbing this steep incline. I went inside the house (people were there, relatives, mom?) and went upstairs. The railing between the hallway in which I stood and the stairs leading down was only about an inch high. I was afraid I would fall over the railing and down the stairs.

Interpretation
Words like house: Financial security. Happiness within the family. Honor and dignity. Being.
Words like desert: Isolation. Retreat. Endurance. Wish to withdraw from something.
Words like hill: Easy achievement. Easy earnings. Financial gains.
Words like mountain: Natural elevation of yourself. Aspiration. Success through effort.
Words like searching: Exploration. Looking for recognition of desires or wants.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like fear: Unexpressed love. Self-doubts. Courage.
Words like climbing: Aspiration. Growth with effort. Achievement. Unexpected difficulties.
Words like house: Financial security. Happiness within the family. Honor and dignity. Being.
Words like relatives: Relationship. There are parts of you that feel the need to be acknowledged.
Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.
Words like down: Overturned. Confusion. Great disorder. You want to straighten something out.
Words like high: Glamour. Sexual invitation. Flirtation. Power.
Words like down: Overturned. Confusion. Great disorder. You want to straighten something out.
Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.

Self-interpretation:

New job: I know I can do it but am afraid of failing because of lack of effort or fear. Excited about the prospects if I do succeed. Feel isoloated in the job and my decision.