College watch arts district

Your Dream: ME and friends are back in college but have moved back to the dormatory because we couldn't afford the tax in our house. I burn a pizza in the microwave but cook it a bit longer. I am distant from friends at times. Wander through city with a quilt over my head to keep the rain off. I keep losing my large watch (scooter?) Find an arts district through a beautiful gate museum. I see giant women fighting. Motorcycle helmet found by one. Lady helps me find my watch the second time. I'm drunk. Demo button at gate to see beautiful lights outside gate museum.

Words like friends: Joy and consolation. Aspect of self ready for integration.
Words like back: Changes in life. Family arguments. Approaching money.
Words like house: Financial security. Happiness within the family. Honor and dignity. Being.
Words like times: Irreversible. Continuity. Arrival or departure of feelings. Organizing your inner self.
Words like city: Ambition Civilize order. Culture. Conclusion of hopes.
Words like head: Intellect. Understanding. It denotes threatened misery and loss will be avoid by wise action.
Words like rain: Release. Feelings are pouring down on you.
Words like arts: Image of reality. Honor. Value. Creativity.
Words like gate: Opening or closure of something.
Words like motorcycle: Motion. Travel. Vigor. Virility. Ready to be more masterful in your life.
Words like watch: Time. Limitation. Ready to discover what emotional field surrounds you.
Words like time: Irreversible. Continuity. Arrival or departure of feelings. Organizing your inner self.
Words like drunk: Total insensibility. Denial. Fear of loosing control. Wish to lose control
Words like gate: Opening or closure of something.
Words like lights: Illumination. Vision. Ready to accept reality.
Words like gate: Opening or closure of something.
Words like hair: Attraction and sensuality. If you dream of hair means that you are careless in your personal affairs and will lose advancement by neglecting mental application.

My take: Time is of the essence. I know this but forget. I want badly to move downtown or to a city with life. One of my many fears is that I will continue to not fit in and waste time trying. Maybe the "arts district" is not all it seems from the "gate". Maybe, once the novelty wears off, the reality of city/ dowtown living is hard to take. Moving dowtown seems reckless and irresponsible and wonderful.

Zee plane, Zee plane

The dream: BF was starting to date his friend JW. JW told him, "remember your gym coach story. Well, that's me too." BF and I are sitting on a couch watching TV. On the television we hear a plane fly over. I say, "that must be his plane." He agrees. I seem to be okay with him dating someone else. I ask if he really likes him and he says yes. I ask if they've messed around and he gets defensive but says no. I ask why he's so anxious. He says they haven't spoken in three months and he doesn't JW to think he's not interested. sub shop, burrito, bacon, refried beans, turn around, behind my back,

Just then on the television there is a ditsy blond trying to get into the other room to discover somone's secret girlfriend. The secret girlfriend is in coveralls and pigtails and has her arms and mouth formed like a blow-up-doll. "I dont want him to think that just because he has me hidden I'm just his sex doll."

My analysis: Very influenced by watching Funny Girl last night. I dont like being BF's secret? Afraid he's messing around, seeing someone else. "That plane has flown," pops to mind. Want him to be happy, although it may not be with me? not sure bout that.... I dont know about the burrito thing though.... maybe comparing our differences and similarities? vegetarian sub with bacon, contradiction? can't judge a book by its cover? dunno...


'Freaky' analysis:
Words like friend: Joy and consolation. Aspect of self ready for integration.
Words like television: Movement. Images. Virtual reality. There is something that you wish to observe. The programs you dream of watching is an objective view of the things that are in your mind.
Words like plane: Movement across great distance. Freedom. Changes towards new directions.
Words like fly: Combination of control and freedom. Power. Success in all enterprises.
Words like back: Changes in life. Family arguments. Approaching money.
Words like blond: Glamour. Artifice. Frivolity.
Words like room: Central part of a house. Regarding something important within yourself.
Words like secret: Mysterious. Hidden. Ready to reveal yourself or to uncover the truth.
Words like girlfriend: Feminine ideal, either integrated or rejected. Ready to accept or failed to a accept within yourself.
Words like secret: Mysterious. Hidden. Ready to reveal yourself or to uncover the truth.
Words like girlfriend: Feminine ideal, either integrated or rejected. Ready to accept or failed to a accept within yourself.
Words like arms: Strength. To dream of seeing an arm, means victory over enemies but family quarrels.
Words like mouth: Nourishment. New attitudes. You will soon have news from interests you are anxious over.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like doll: Domestic happiness. Relationship practice. Ready to be more caring.
Words like sex: Gratification. Pleasure. You want to receive or to give pleasure.
Bacon: To see bacon in your dream, symbolizes essentials, staples, and life's supply. It may also be a play on the common phase "being home the bacon" to refer earning a living.
Beans: To see or eat beans in your dream, signifies your connection to your roots and to humanity. Consider what binds you to your community. Alternatively, beans are symbolic of the soul and of immortality. They also relate to fertility.

New job and the snakes...

I was working at a day camp for kids. They all seemed to have behavior problems but we got along well. The office was in a basemnent which you could only access by crawling through a window or opening covered by bars. I had difficulty crawling through the bars. There was a black fish on the ground that I was interested in. I realized the fish was guarding a snake pit full of large red snakes. I was glad the fish was there to protect me from the snakes until the fish started following me around the ground. Finally a coworker tossed sand on the fish, but it continued to move under the sand. We were having trouble finding the work schedule.

Words like camp: Fear and hatred of differences.
Words like kids: Childhood. Innocent. Joy without profit. Warning of family quarrels.
Words like office: Professional duties. Workplace. Working with or on something important for yourself. Prosperity.
Words like basement: The unconscious ready to be seen.
Words like window: Opening. Opportunity. Feelings of being watched.Need for privacy.
Words like or: Restricted vision. Cloud. Screen .Looking to hide certain feelings.
Words like bars: Relaxation. Indulgence. Irresponsibility. Pleasure. Guilty of foolish actions.
Words like black: Black signifies isolation and transition period. It shows up conflicts and friction with relations and friends.
Words like fish: To dream about fish or fishing denotes energy and economy. A fish in clear water express freedom of movement related with your feelings.
Words like snake: A snake ready to strike means treachery from one you least expected; killing it means victory over enemies.
Words like red: This is an indication of great passion and sensitivity in your emotional relationships.
Words like sand: Barrenness. What prevents your growth.
Words like under: Covered. Restraint. Secrecy. You are loosing strength or power.
Words like sand: Barrenness. What prevents your growth.
Words like finding: Discovery. Realization.I nfidelity.

I went to a house in a desert, with a large hill or mountain next to it. I seemed to be searching for a vocation and decided this scenery was inspiring me to try surveying. I looked up the hill, could hear a highway at the top, but was suddenly paralyzed by fear at the idea of climbing this steep incline. I went inside the house (people were there, relatives, mom?) and went upstairs. The railing between the hallway in which I stood and the stairs leading down was only about an inch high. I was afraid I would fall over the railing and down the stairs.

Interpretation
Words like house: Financial security. Happiness within the family. Honor and dignity. Being.
Words like desert: Isolation. Retreat. Endurance. Wish to withdraw from something.
Words like hill: Easy achievement. Easy earnings. Financial gains.
Words like mountain: Natural elevation of yourself. Aspiration. Success through effort.
Words like searching: Exploration. Looking for recognition of desires or wants.
Words like up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Words like fear: Unexpressed love. Self-doubts. Courage.
Words like climbing: Aspiration. Growth with effort. Achievement. Unexpected difficulties.
Words like house: Financial security. Happiness within the family. Honor and dignity. Being.
Words like relatives: Relationship. There are parts of you that feel the need to be acknowledged.
Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.
Words like down: Overturned. Confusion. Great disorder. You want to straighten something out.
Words like high: Glamour. Sexual invitation. Flirtation. Power.
Words like down: Overturned. Confusion. Great disorder. You want to straighten something out.
Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.

Self-interpretation:

New job: I know I can do it but am afraid of failing because of lack of effort or fear. Excited about the prospects if I do succeed. Feel isoloated in the job and my decision.